A Ha. Not the band.

There are no huge a-ha moments of this experience, e.g. I need to exercise more, I need to spend more time with the kids, this is my wake up call, life is too precious, you only live once, focus on the happy, blah blah blah. I am proud there are no a-ha moments. Instead of a single epiphany, this journey is serving as confirmation that fuels me with confidence. Confirmation that my path is good, and all that informs it is good, as-is.

Like wow. I love that and this feeling. No major shake ups needed. Continue to follow my instincts. If anything they have crystalized my goals. It was the push to say, yep, that voice inside is right and push away doubt, push away noise.

Side note. Being 40+ rocks. I finally found peace after years of intense insecurity. The last few years I've been looking at how I was subconsciously unhappy. Pretty stunning stuff to navel gaze about, when time permits.

And for those who are like oh no, now she will really be impossible; now she is more emboldened than ever. I say this to you: Eat it. Or: Suck it. Your preference.

This concludes your Oprah moment today. That is all.